I Walk the Line

It’s a fine line between happy and unhappy, balanced and unbalanced…

I try to keep an eye on that line to keep track of my philosophies, my values, my happiness, and all of the other things that are important to me. However, that line wiggles and moves and makes me have to constantly check to see which side of the line I am standing on. My job search is making me very aware of this line. What do I want to do? Who do I want to be? Where do I want to live? What’s most important? I’m keeping my fingers crossed that I don’t wake up in someone else’s dream, joylessly striving for unimportant things. I hope that I stay on the “right” side of this line that I walk.

I’m trying not to overthink or overplan, but also to not allow life to just “happen” to me. I don’t need control but I do need intentionality. It will be interesting to see where my intentionality takes me…